Sorry, everyone who reads this.

I haven't been so active resently, but after being in the 3D animation exam. I failed because of lack of professional drawing skills. I have had really an artistic block ever since. Because I wasn't good enough to get there.

So I stay where I was and I've been busy doing programming homeworks. I feel unstatisfaction, shame and depression how much better my life would have been if I just have got there.

I've slowly tried to build mysefconfidence that has been shaken by manytimes when I've tried to apply job or get in that school. I really now wonder what should I do in my life.

And now I'm even stressed from the all programing homewerk I barely manage to solve everysingle week of my life. Sometimes I want to be creative but currently hasn't been time to do so.

Anything comment that could build my selfconficence or cheer me up is apriciated.

AranSIRE out.